Today is the 2nd week of AL right from the first day i started work.. this time did not go overseas, although actually was planning to.. Having AL suppose to be fun and relaxed.. but i'm like feeling, sad and depressed.. why does he have to fly? If i can choose i would rather have him around more and earn abit lesser then to have him flying around so often.. Although its mostly on the weekdays, but still.. haiz.. What i've been afraid of is starting to happen.. I dun wanna feel this way, but i cant..
2nd sem of my school had started and i am given like 3 assignments.. so glad that the questions of 2 are similar to my senior's.. I can proudly said i had started abit bit on one of it.. Apart from this is my sis wedding.. WTF i'm only around there to help her.. she prepared dresses for her sisters and everything.. dun even care a least bit about me.. if it is like that then i shd not give a damn right? such a irresponsible person.. not happy can juz happily hurt her partner.. happy den act as if nothing happen and throw all responsibility to the partner.. only noe how to go out and play.. how old already still play..
Not having a good day even though i'm all alone in my room.. not even in the mood to shop with my mum juz now.. I DUN WAN HIM TO FLY!! but i cant say anything.... there never has been my opinion even from the start....
