(= ..LivE EveRyDay WitH a SmiLe.. =)

2011-07-13T20:39:00.013+08:00

Today is the 2nd week of AL right from the first day i started work.. this time did not go overseas, although actually was planning to.. Having AL suppose to be fun and relaxed.. but i'm like feeling, sad and depressed.. why does he have to fly? If i can choose i would rather have him around more and earn abit lesser then to have him flying around so often.. Although its mostly on the weekdays, but still.. haiz.. What i've been afraid of is starting to happen.. I dun wanna feel this way, but i cant..

2nd sem of my school had started and i am given like 3 assignments.. so glad that the questions of 2 are similar to my senior's.. I can proudly said i had started abit bit on one of it.. Apart from this is my sis wedding.. WTF i'm only around there to help her.. she prepared dresses for her sisters and everything.. dun even care a least bit about me.. if it is like that then i shd not give a damn right? such a irresponsible person.. not happy can juz happily hurt her partner.. happy den act as if nothing happen and throw all responsibility to the partner.. only noe how to go out and play.. how old already still play..

Not having a good day even though i'm all alone in my room.. not even in the mood to shop with my mum juz now.. I DUN WAN HIM TO FLY!! but i cant say anything.... there never has been my opinion even from the start....

2011-06-06T06:24:00.002+08:00

Hihi, i'm back again.. night shift it is.. 2 months just passed by.. but there's millions of things happened.. right after phuket trip i had to start studying for my mid term paper.. then assignment.. which then lead to my current status in skl, mugging for end term paper. so stressed!! faster finish faster finish.. let me enjoy even one week i also dun mind.. =(

He went to Bangkok all alone! without me, without friends, without anybody! =( So wad if i understand? still cant take it.. Wads worse is that in the middle of the week on thu night 9pm.. he is in bangkok, my parents are not at home, my sis also not at home.. at that moment is call lonely depression! lol.. but anyways i have to study and CUb is super shagged..

Applied house for the 2nd time now.. although i prefer the previous one which was the punggol one, i still hope i can get it this round, at tampines.. pls let me get it.. let me get greenleaf.. =) anyway i hope he will always pei me.. maybe i'm abit too sticky.. but still i wan to.. and i cant stand it.. =(

2011-03-20T11:20:00.003+08:00

I missed the chance of going to the beach, yet again!! =(( Duper sian-ness.. and its all due to help only!! and yup i am working now.. Sooo sad.. weekend like its not.. is money that appealing? Although i enjoyed my job, i cant accept the fact that i have to do it out of kindness to miss my beach trip! =(

Alright stop complaining already.. I juz came back from my not-so-wonderful trip to phuket. Its nice there, but i think that it is juz too commercialise.. The food there cost as much as sg.. there is nothing to shop there, so sorry guys i did not buy anything for u all.. =p shd have ask him to book somewhere with swimming pool.. haha oh we not-so-secretly went into a hotel to swim.. haha.. i still had much fun though.. cuz its with him! =)

So happy that my mum will accompany me for lunch later.. not like some guy due to tiredness and dun wanna pei me! btw.. i went to food fair on fri and i bought my long-lost slurping grass jelly! so excited! but i cant drink it now and for some few days.. =(( actually he was tired and i already wanted to go home.. but he suggested going to suntec for dinner at his liking place.. den i rmbed that there is a food fair.. see him so happy when he see soo much food.. LOL!

today say until here ba.. nothing much le.. hope i get my leaves! =)

2011-02-18T01:25:00.003+08:00

At this time of the day, everyone shd be slping.. Good (early) morning everybody.. i'm here to blog because i realise i love him too much.. LOL! NOT bcuz he let me go out with guys! Actually this always happen after my pms.. after days of scolding, sadness, bit of crying, i will suddenly super love him.. den 3 weeks later, tada! the angsty-ness is back! i am such a stupid spoilt girl.. but nevertheless, i can coax him.. not like my sis..

Its been exactly 3 and a 1/2 years today.. not long, but not short either.. have nv been into one that long.. and am loving it.. so glad that i'm attached before starting to work, can prevent sooo much of gossips, miscom and sadness.. After hearing so many sides of a story from the relevant colleagues, i conclude that love is a super complicated matter, plus involving complicated species it gets worse. Can just keep simple ma, like what he say, want jiu want, dun wan jiu dun wan.. =p

Stepping into the 2nd month of a new year, things are getting abit more clearer around.. Discussing about flats, savings, colleagues clearing doubts among themselves.. Anyway, i cant wait for march to be here.. PHUKET!! =) Just hope that my sis would just... talk to me.. simple task..

Thats me for today.. Nothing much le.. Happy 42nd Month Anniversary Tan JunWen!! I Love You!!! =DDD

On The Way to 2011...

2010-12-29T14:11:00.002+08:00

Hey all,

its been like... one year? have not been coming in here to blog as much.. nv really had the time since i started working in April 2010. Time rockets. In a turn of eye, i have worked for like 9 months already! and i still prefer working live compare to when in poly. Dunno if its a blessing that i nv go uni or not. oh and anyway, i'm at work now.. =)

Super alot of things happen to me and him (duh! its one year!) and most of the time, is either i think too much or i'm too much.. or isit? maybe he think too little? hmrph! wadever, its always my fault.. Sometimes i really hope that he will suddenly pop out of nowhere and surprise me at where i am. but i noe, he might never. i must seriously try to think abit lesser, do abit lesser things that might annoy me to him, to prevent him from following suit and in the end, i become angry and sad.

My dad has been in and out of the hospital, but most of the time, i'm more worried for my mum instead. during this period, there is an increase of scolding, travelling, cooking and tiredness for her. can do nothing to prevent her from scolded though. but now as my dad gets better, i see my mum getting less worried and less tired. but nothing changes to my sis, seriously.

Talking about my sis, i finally got something from her for my birthday! its been like.... 3 years? i've got a coach wristlet!! although not the design that i wanted and not as useful at i thought it would be, i still like it!! not like him.. hmrph!

3 more days to 2011. not really excited, but looking forward to it.. 24 years old le.. its my rabbit year, and coincidentally my birthday matches the yr.. but am i too old for a party? =) anyways after watching sooo many dramas, i also feel like travelling out of singapore alone, but i scared to be alone.. if he wants he can do it also.. i think i think too much when he mentioned it.. =p

Cant think of any new year resolution.. hmm, maybe get thinner? lol.. i shall try not to think about the future, have to have time to enjoy myself first.. hee.. anyway i'm done for now.. hope to see me soon.. =p

Happy New Year everybody!! have a splendid year ahead!! =)

2009-11-02T23:06:00.002+08:00

I want to move out!!! =( nobody likes me in the house... quick let me graduate.. let time past like lightning... =(

my sis dun wanna talk to me, thinks i'm a spoilt brat and princess in the hse that my parents dote.. my mum dun feel like having meals with me.. my dad thinks i'm useless, cant do anything right..

when can i get away from this kind of torture..? How come no one else's family is similar to mine? why must it be me? and why they cant listen to me for awhile? bcuz i'm the youngest.. and the stupidest!!!

2009-09-27T13:48:00.003+08:00

OMG!! i cant stand it anymore!!! please let me graduate as soon as possible so i can move out of the hse!! this makes me more eager for the time to pass faster compare to max's departure...

Where got elder sister treat the younger ones like hell, and say she's caring???? cut nails also irritate her, type sms , press pen, chew on food... everything I do also irritates her.. while everybody else can do it! oh said wrongly... everything me and my frens do in front of her irritates her!!! even my frenz she also hate... EVERYBODY!! like my frenz cannot come my hse, only hers can..

Imagine my 21st birthday she din even buy anything for me.. she's 25 when i'm 21.. working for soooo many years.. a small present also cannot get.. imagine i got her 50+ bucks stuff for her 21st when i was 17!!!! and she can afford to buy a 100+ bucks shoes for her work which she could not even stay for more den a week!!

Ppl give money to their parents because its like sort of a respect that they have brought us up for so many years, so give them abit of money every month is a should.. her money like need to force from her den got de lo!! wad kind of ppl is that? i say her she dun wanna listen.. think she big den everything correct.. things she argue with me dun even have a logic..! i explain properly to her she also dun wanna listen.. give my dad scold so many times the result will still be the same..

wtf how come she can be soooo stupid and selfish? and she always say i selfish.. if i selfish i also wun lend u so much money!! i am stupid too!! OMGGG!!

2009-09-02T17:18:00.001+08:00

He had left for one week and a half.. Hope he’s doing well, apparently he is enjoying himself hmm. Hope that the time quickly fly pass.. no money to fly to thai hurhur…

Hmm how to live with someone so close yet they dun even believe u? Care for parents also fake, pay abit money first also wanna ge gao.. hurt u with words which she dun think is anything and ask u why keep bearing grudges.. hurt u repeatedly with words and expect to be forgiven but not guilty at all.. talk to her, den become not happy.. dun talk to her also not happy.. Everything I do is fake!!!!!!

Have u ever seen siblings treat them like that? Everything also the other’s fault. Older means cannot listen to younger de. Only she care about ppl. The whole hse nobody care for each other except her, when she dun even treat ppl as existence. Everyday eat home and dun work.. say wanna save money and go on diet, but spend so much on dunno wad and continue to eat titbits after dinner.. wad theory is that.. omg how do I noe such person somebody please tell me.. sigh..

Now, I only hope to grad soon and move out quickly, although I cant bear to leave my mum, but at least its better den to stay at home and kanna said for no reason. I’m suffering now~!!

2009-08-25T13:09:00.001+08:00

YeAH.. exams end means start of a holiday.. slacking at home nothing to do better den studying.. bleah! super tired.. Now that he's gone, i got nothing planned.. =( let the time flyy.. fast.

Plan's up but no voucher!! they dun wanna give me.. =( have to spend abit more now.. so sad.. Injured while playing ball.. now cant play ball too much yet.. heal injury first ba.. hmm.. wanna go JB too.. so many things wanna do but dunno how to plan.. no motivation le.. =(

Quick come back!!

2009-08-01T00:36:00.002+08:00

Boring boring.. 4 tests next week! i'm gonna die real soon..! please let all the info fly into my head so that i dun have to study! super duper boring.. 3 weeks of pressurizing sch.. 1 week had passed, bringing the presentation and the Pol-ite games away with it.. lac abit (abit only!!).. at least dun need spend time go competition..

everyday play with fb farm.. zzz all the farm motive is the same!! dunno why so eager to play with it also.. no time to study! yet still playing fb.. get fb away!! lol.. study study.. boring!!!

2009-07-20T21:27:00.003+08:00

With me or not, there's no difference right? U only care if u can go away? I nv say i dun support.. why say until like i didnt?

Why suddenly think or that? i also dunno. Just feeling sad everytime i think of it. I'm just a stupid spoilt brat that everybody dun like.. Escape while u can..

Where do i have the time to do FYP, beh sci project, attachment reportsss, case study and to study for upcoming exams???? Somemore the coming test is super super dry until i can slp while just reading one slide! Save me somebody..

2009-06-20T01:15:00.003+08:00

Went JB today.. hmm thinking of not going initially cuZ not feeling well and stuff.. lucky was not boring at all.. though nv go go kart, we had fun singing and cam-whoring in the KTV room.. lol.. do all the stupid actions for the camera suggested by some people.. haha.. Shopping for some stuff.. bought a bikini.. hmm not enough money to buy 2 sets.. cy suggested coming back sg and get another similar set.. tmr go buy.. lol! super efficient..

Saw a sandals wanted to buy.. try for quite awhile on the display den ask the salesgirl for new pair den tell mi dun have.. waste my time.. =p saw it before at another shop in the mall but when i remember it was quite late le.. hmm shall buy from sg.. haha..

All in all it was fun la.. Ate marrybrown for dinner though not much special.. bought eclipse! like finally la.. stupid ppl dun wanna buy for mi.. great Day! =)

Everytime i think of u leaving, tears will automatically flow down my face.. what can i do?

2009-06-18T00:51:00.006+08:00

Its holiday! but onli for 2 weeks hmmph! eh, better than nothing though.. =) Watched "Dance Subaru" today.. hmm didnt expect much people to watch the show.. but turn out half of the cinema was already taken when we bought our tickets. Not bad show though, nice..

Hmm, had diarrhea ytd.. muz be something i ate on monday.. oops =) Had dinner at cine and talk abit.. hmm seems like i noe u more, but actually i'm getting to noe u less.. how to stop thinking so much? pls teach mi, i dunno how..

Regret regret.. i so hate that word now.. Were you sad because u regretted? Cried because U were thinking of the past? besides, its not easy letting u leave.. till then though..

Been drowning in my slp these few days.. HAIzz..

2009-06-09T22:53:00.003+08:00

Angry Angry..! Stupid irritating asshole.. Do thing so sickening.. where still got people (like me) wanna go out with u?? Can do things until so bitchy le, sooner or later sure will take a knife and poke people's back lo..! Still dare to agree to go so eagerly? So dun wan face ar..! Make mi feel like not going oso.. Dun understand why wanna be angry over such person.. but nobody else wanna care already..! Grr..!

Anyway..... i got assignment due this fri!! plus 2 tests.. STRESSx2!! tmr is wed wed... ending soon.. fast fast.. =( wanna play ball!! wanna see him too.. sadded no happy trip this holiday.. dunno wanna go not.. arrgh! Studying make mi more angry..

Yeah i got purple cup!! haha.. =)

2009-06-07T01:03:00.002+08:00

Yeah.. not leaving soon..! =) hmm but u are not happy though.. Keep wanting to leave, cuz of me? hmm.. enjoy flying, so cant blame..

Anywayz having minor exams soon.. boo.. lucky not too much to handle.. =) Oh NO..! got webby haven do!! =( have to do soon.. due this coming fri.. oh no...!!!

Lol had lunch with my parents.. told them i dun wan breakfast tmr.. my mum said "dun go beach so often!! dun go already!! later get skin cancer.." lol funny.. noe she care la.. =)

Yeah tmr going beach! shall bring my camera..! late lo.. going to slp.. =)

2009-05-31T23:56:00.003+08:00

Cant imagine u leaving.....

The days are getting more stress as all my deadlines are starting to get near. As much as i hope these days reach and pass faster, i still hope it will stay on these days, never nearing july.. =(

I really dunno wad will i do.. dun really wan u to go, but... as these days really have to come, den i hope they rocket thru.. =(

2009-05-27T00:01:00.002+08:00

hmm.. later have to help out in graduation.. teacher pick ppl to volunteer.. how suay can i get.. grr.. hmm wake up early, make nice nice den go 2 hrs jiu finish le.. zzz tired.. oh haven iron shirt damn...

short post la.. tired le and oso need to go iron shirt lol.. haven do my comp work.. although its due 2 weeks later.. hmm i realise like not much time left.. oh!! busi busi... hmmph!

2009-03-18T14:33:00.007+08:00

Hmm.. Its been 1 yr? lol almost forgotten my password..

countdown 4 days to attachment (again..) !! =(
Year 3 already.. bit scared.. but hope it juz pass fast.. FYP, tests, reports... hai..

friendly at xinmin later.. slacking now at home though.. slack for pass few weeks so shuang.. =) go JB, go bintan, play mj.. haha..

took some photos of the baby at max's hse.. lol so cute..

Anyway just changed my skin.. since its been long.. =) nice nice..

BorEd..!

2007-12-21T14:11:00.000+08:00

Surprised that i update so soon? =) today is friday and i'm sooooooo bored.. =( there's nothing for mi to do... grrr.. zh got class and training.. de rest dunno lost till where.. And he is in genting..! =(( apparently i shd be happy that i'll be flying tml.. but... i'm soooo bored..

i better start writing up a list of people whom i havta buy present for.. not i will forget.. lol.. hope it will be fun in taiwan..! =) short post for today..! bored oso got nothing to update.. will update after i'm back from taiwan i presume.. tata..!

darling, hope u having fun at genting now.. miss u sooo much.. cant see u for 1 whole week.. u take care k? loves.. =)

ChiRstMas..! =)

2007-12-19T14:12:00.000+08:00

Oops haven update for.. 7 weeks? hehheh.. busy.. with sch, attachment and going out.. =p Juz a blink of eye and attachment is gone.. during that time we were like hoping it to end soon.. but now, its holiday..! taiwan trip is getting veri veri near too... !! wahaha.. hmmm.. but a bit sad that i am not spending xmas here.. christmas celebration, hp bdae, trainings, smb trainings.. so sian..

Since my last update, i went for my sis, my dad and my own's bdae meal.. went to long beach @ imm for dinner on my dad's bdae and got him a gold watch from all of us.. went to hong xin dimsum restaurant for breakfast on my sis bdae and bao red packet for her -.- finally went to cafe vernice for my bdae dinner.. got a pierre cardin wallet and swatch watch from my dad and sis.. =)

not forgetting dinner with him!! =) had dinner at hokkaido restaurant at wheelock on 18th nov.. 2 days before my bdae and our 3rd month.. =p den went to have dessert at NYDC.. got a necklace from him.. had a great day that day.. Thank you boy.. =D

haven been in contact with missy and gang for veri long le.. kinda miss them, esp missy lim.. hey gal where are u? =p

...LookiNg ForWarD...

2007-10-30T16:18:00.000+08:00

Its been, one month since i update? lol.. like i told my parents, i'm very busi.. =) classes end late (the new time table sucks abit), tuition was frequent, quizzes on their way, lectures getting chimmer.. =P But in spite of all this, i still have much more time on weekends.. hee.. Anyway 3 weeks of lessons have passed, my tutees' exams have passed.. and now muz start to mug le.. =(

5 more weeks and its my holiday!! actually its attachment for 2 weeks first den another 2 weeks of holiday..!! My Taiwan trip is nearing..!! HOhoho.. =p my Bdae is nearing too..!! =p *hinthint* getting closer to end of the year and many celebrating sessions are starting to pop out.. wahaha.. Now in sch blogging.. waiting for night class.. =(

2007-10-06T15:31:00.000+08:00

So long nv update le.. been busi with attachments and reports.. So fast i'm in changi le.. so fast its gonna school reopen le.. actually going changi is not that bad.. u can really slp on the train.. lol..

grrr.. i have 7 reports and two 2000 word essay to finish by next week..! wth.. they shd have the attachment before the holidays so that we got time to finish of all the stuffs..!! lol i'm writing blog at the same time as i'm doing my report now.. =p cant really concentrate though.. hmmm..
my weekends now are use to do report..! so boring.. Yawnz..

...HoLiDayS EndiNg...

2007-09-11T15:18:00.000+08:00

Countdown 6 more days and my attachment is starting.. grrr.. how i wish there is no attachment so my holidays will continue for the next one month.. =( anywayz the holidays will end sooner or later.. =p

NYP training resumed last week, and we have lesser ppl attending each training.. plus my attachment starting soon.. dunno how many days i'll be going back.. and i realised my skills are getting worse each training.. damn.. have to go train up abit le.. hmmm.. hope training will get better..

love u to bits.. =p

...DoNut FacToRy...

2007-08-30T15:08:00.000+08:00

1. Went to Raffles City wif my dear sister, Missy Lim last tues.. it was a thunderstorm when i left the house.. and before i reached the bus stop to take 502, my bottom half was drenched.. grr.. anyway i ask my dear sister to go shopping wif mi.. in the end we went to queue for donuts, luckily queue for 1 hr onli.. =p i bought half a dozen, she bought one dozen for her fren, half dozen for herself.. and thats not all.. she said carry the big box and walk ard veri troublesome, wanna find place to sit.. in the end we go Kbox..! haha but all in all it was fun.. =)

2. Yeah i've got a "him" ! =) watched "hairspray" wif him ytd.. haha funny show.. i'll be happy each time i'm wif him.. =p

Apologies my girls.. =p dun blame mi.. i juz don't know how to SAY it.. =))

3. i juz love cam-whoring wif my sis..! each time when she comes into my room or i go into hers without anything to do, she will juz bring out the cam/hp and.. ta-da!! haha..

...HoliDayS 2...

2007-08-18T00:31:00.000+08:00

Its been long since i've blogged.. examz are over and the holidays are here..!! unknowingly one week of the holiday is over.. attachment starting soon.. sian i'll be dreading to go changi for 2 weeks.. =( anywayz enjoy the holidays first..

Gotta do this from a great fren.... -.-
HeRe ArE tHe RuLes:
1. Each blogger must post these rules first.
2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.

8 FaCts abOuT MySeLf:
1~ love to laugh and be crazy..
2~ i am quiet in front of new ppl and am noisy in front of old frenz..
3~ love talking, but i cant..
4~ love chocolate..
5~ like to hang out in small groups of frenz..
6~ first impression of u to mi is bad, and u die.. (haha)
7~ love slping..
8~ love to listen to gossip.. (lol i dun gossip! =p)

8 Lucky peoPle ChoSeN by Me..!
1. My Jie Jie (SueAnn)
2. Beng Chuen
3. Feng Hui
4. Foong Yee
5. ChiNn Yi
6. Yah Mei
7. Wan Ling
8. Lizzie

i got limited frenz wif blog.. =p
jia you my frenz.. heehee..

yeah later gonna watch fireworks.. =D now is 2am in the morning.. hee..

...MuggiNg...

2007-08-03T20:39:00.000+08:00

2 down.. 3 to go.. have been mugging whole week.. look forward to sats.. can play vball whole day!! arhaha.. TML!! =) tonight gonna stay over at zihui's.. but gotta get some stuffs in my head first!! =( not enough time to study le.. Anyway thanks to all who helped mi destress for this period of time.. and sorry for mi going crazy and irritated for nothing.. pls understand.. Xie Xie.. =D

...LoSer...

2007-07-26T17:00:00.000+08:00

what's wrong with being stress with study?
memorizing, remembering, understanding..
u think it's easy?!

what's wrong with passing stuffs to my frenz juz downstairs?
do i have to be followed?
Dun believe me juz tell mi..!
i'm 20!!
everytime wanna use the "wait until we now ard den u noe.." phrase...

i'm a loser, full stop

...NegaTiVitY...

2007-07-12T21:41:00.000+08:00

the truth is there all the while..
fate is fixed there and it will nv change..
the fact is that i'm not good, not good at all..
and i cant get any better due to limitations..

i'd tried my best to excel..
but it will not help..

people onli think of themselves..
once they have advantage for themselves, the others are being forgotten..
chances were actually given to ppl..
but for one reason or another..
the chance is being destroyed..

i noe i am not capable enough..
but was actually given the chance to try..
now, cant even show, cant even try..

i noe i cant do it, and i nv can..
i've given my shot..
i'll accept it..
i'll change my point of view..
and enjoy everything wif my family and my grp of frenz..

...TiRed..

2007-07-04T15:06:00.000+08:00

Tired tired tired!! first week of sch reopen got presentation le.. follow by ICA.. den trainings till late at night.. not forgetting the 2nd week of sch reopen.. trainings and e-quizzes continues.. got even 2 per day..!! finally today dun have to go sch lo..!! slpt until 2pm..! =p can take the time off to relax and go clubbing lo!! hahaha.. liz birthday today..!! going clubbing to celebrate.. hurhur.. but have to go dinner wif family first!! haven been clubbing for like half a yr? =x

Sigh.. big examz coming soon.. gotta study hard soon.. but now, muz play hard before studying hard.. lol.. Jia you..!!

...ShoRt BreAk...

2007-06-21T23:10:00.000+08:00

today is thursday, which means it's the 2nd last weekday of the holiday.. die le la.. presentation haven do, test haven study.. still got chalet this weekend.. where got time?? hope i will still pass this test.. =p having insomnia these days, den morning veri late den wake up.. cant even wake up early in the morning to study..!! =( Jia You..!! =pp

Went eski bar last night.. so fun!! first time there.. the freezer really freezer lo.. lower den zero degree celcius.. punishment for our game is to stay in the freezer for 2 mins without jacket.. wah the hands and feets like going to shatter anytime.. =p anyway its still fun..

...HoliDayS...

2007-06-15T00:45:00.000+08:00

yeah..!! the holidays are here.. but its gonna end soon.. =( today already thursday lo.. with so many trainings, think half of my holiday is gone.. still have to do preparation for oral presentation, study for rad physics test.. Arrgghh!! but trainings are fun! (sometimes) if there's a camp it'll be much better.. den i dun need to travel so far every training.. =x went sentosa again last weekend.. gg again this weekend.. =p dunno if i shd go on sunday.. cuz its fathers' day.. hmmm *ponder*... train train train!! for pol-ite..!! =)

will u be the one? though i onli seen u a few times.. *sigh*

SenToSa 2!! =p

2007-06-03T00:26:00.000+08:00

Yeah.. went sentosa again.. this time wif my seniors.. =p today's weather is damn hot.. starting play until nua nua.. dun feel like moving.. after that abit better.. den reaching evening the sun lost le.. alot better den.. wahaha.. Quite fun though.. =)

The Group Photo.. =))

The Girls Photo.. =p
In The Toilet..!! =pp

Had fun at sentosa.. but not after that.. ppl called to arranged stuff, last min cancel.. ppl call to ask mi go out.. den say i din call them to confirm.. did she ask mi juz for the sake of asking? called and missed the call.. i din picked up.. someone not known to call.. was i suppose to noe its her? everything is my fault..!! i'm tired.. since i noe u called mi to go.. and i said no.. pls dun keep asking mi whether i wanna go not.. i had already said no.. And if u din call mi and i happen to noe abt the outing, pls dun give stupid excuses.. i will try to get use to the habit of not being asked out.. cuz its my fault for always rejecting u guys.. Thanks..

SentoSa..!!

2007-06-01T13:12:00.000+08:00

2 tests are over.. 2 more to go.. i'm getting all stressed up here.. but i'd relax ytd and going to again tml..!! =p haha ytd went sentosas wif mann, zh and cy.. Sadded din bring camera.. but we still took some pics.. Here are some of the photos.. =)

The Group photo..!
Still got..! =p
Zihui and Chinn Yi..!!

Dun Worry tml i'll remember to bring my camera.. >.<>

TestS!!

2007-05-26T00:13:00.000+08:00

countdown.. 3 more days to A&P test..!! and i like haven start?? stress.. going to study long long tml le.. to mi pu my negligence of studying.. Haiz tot today can go have fun before i go for study marathon.. but nobody interest mi.. wanna go out but dun wanna travel.. hai forget it.. tml go play ball.. den go marathon le.. hope tml play ball tt time wun be boring can le.. =p

cork up during referee..!! sian.. muz be cuz i too tired le.. =p sadded.. muz go build up my skills.. build up = kanna scolding by coaches more.. =( solution: stay away from under 19 for now.. =p

Die!! 4 more days to RP and MRS e-quiZz.. i am loaded with tests/stress... and i almost forgot abt it totally.. HaiZz.. i go re-charge for tml's marathon le.. bleah! =p

(: the truth is for mi to noe and for u to find out.. =p=p

... MotHeR's Day / SenToSa + KboX...

2007-05-13T20:44:00.000+08:00

13.05.07
Went Alexandra village wif my family for mother's day dinner.. although not veri special, but its the thoughts that count.. =p Now going to pei mama play mahjong le.. hahaha her day, her say.. oops =x YesterDay went Queensway wif my "white sis" and zh.. bought two SB and a water bottle.. oh how long have i aim that bottle.. got it at a lower price.. or so i think ba..

20.05.07
Okkk... That was like one week ago?? Haha, din have enough time to publish.. So nvm.. Ytd was tiring.. Sentosa in the afternoon, kbox at night... like till 3.30 am?? Lol like self-torturing like dat.. damn cold + damn tired.. but that will be the last crazy time before i go into deep study for the upcoming test *sigh*... Anyway changing blogskin.. heard that most ppl cant see my posts..!! =p Cyaz after test.. wahaha..

i hate going out wif u..!! And dun worry next time i wun..!! If not onli i gave face to ppl..!! Stop giving mi attitude u bastard..!!! i din do anything wrong ok!! got anything juz tell mi straight in the face la..!!

...SpiDerMaN...

2007-05-08T23:12:00.000+08:00

Today ended class at 1200pm.. went to cineleisure.. actually wanted to go K-lunch den watch spiderman. but realise not enough time cuz 6pm need to go back school.. stoned outside de cinema.. thinking what time to watch the show, thinking what to eat.. in the end bought tickets for 1450 show, and ate at Chicago(some restaurant beside subway).. Onli got 2 ppl looking after the whole restaurant.. So as expected, service was slow and lousy.. But got our lunch at a budget.. still ok la.. =x Spidey was nice, if u really paid attention to everything.. cuz some of my frenz told mi its quite boring at some parts.. In the end, sharon and mi din go for the external lecture.. she feel lazy, i got ref..
Reached jw sports hall quite early, took my time to change.. first match was one-sided.. 2nd match pioneer vs nee soon.. wah so guilty and regretted nv msged ph coach.. their jersey damn nice..!!! Grrr.. wahaha.. but anyway jw sports hall damn hot and stuffy..!! Gals, next time if can we book court there den go play vball for fun kz?? hee.. =)

...ScHoOL...

2007-04-29T13:32:00.000+08:00

Its been 2 weeks since i started school.. First week not much of lesson.. Still got club crawl(cca open house).. Joined volleyball(as usual-.-).. Cant think of anymore stuff to join.. hahaha but later regretted not signing up for others.. =x nvm last week actually wanted to go for foreign bodies audition.. but no one wanna acc mi.. den nv go back le.. the next day go see the audition, realised that if wed i went, i think i oso will leave halfway.. cuz have to dance in front of few hundred ppl...!! haha.. thu that day oso got volleyball trial.. the seniors are quite frenly( older den them still call them senior??).. first training onli the coach jiu teach be back court spike.. wahaha.. so fun.. =p but no matter wad.. hope the following trainings will be fun ba.. So long nv study le.. now have to spend 2 hrs for one lecture.. difficult endurance.. =x the topics need bio.. =( but i'll try my best to catch up lo.. =)

Hope to get into NTU.. but if dun, i oso dun mind staying in NYP la.. =p

...FiRst Day Of SchOoL...

2007-04-16T21:31:00.000+08:00

First lesson of the day at 10am(luckily)... Wah the lecturer damn hiong.. first day onli, give lecture for straight 2 hrs.. with 10 minutes break in between.. Though normally first day of school very little got lesson.. Luckily after that is lunch break.. Some ppl boring until crash other ppl's lecture and pei us walk whole school.. =x Next lecture the lecturer never teach anything.. Ask us to intro ourself again-.-... Wahaha today onli got 3 hrs of lesson nia.. Then after that go Far East with mann and sharon Shopping..!! haha.. So fun.. Must do it more often.. Anyway when no choice also have to do it.. Hahaha.. =p Walk until legs tired le then she3 de2 go home.. Then forgot still must take passport size photo.. After dinner my mama pei me go JP take.. Wah my mama said in the photo i like got put foundation.. =x Haha.. Nicest passport photo ever taken though.. =)

...SlaCkiNg...

2007-04-10T13:04:00.000+08:00

Finally after long long time i can slack the whole day away. Its been 3 and a half months from the last time i slacked. lol. Yesterday went all the way to NYP to slot in some documents..-.- Told my mama late abit nvm but she don't listen.. But nvm, went shopping at AMK Hub after that..!! Its sooo big(sua gu), but cold.. Cannot tahan the cold le, went to the shophouses and walk, shun bian wait for dad to come..
Saturday(07.04.07), ran from cpf building (to get singpass) to sata (get x-ray report).. Den go clementi clinic to get medical report.. Damn, the nurse said the doc wanna see me, waited for 1 hour.. =( Medical report out, said Hep B immune system not enough, must inject..-.- Die after that going to play volleyball.. Reached Smb play until hand ma bi le.. somemore dunno who spike i use my left hand ding..!! But my spiking was good.. =X Cuz onli use one hand.. Sadded, that will be the last time that we can go smb play ball.. Because this Thur will be their finals..!! Jia You Gals.. Will go down and support U gals.. =)

...I'm GoiNg BaCk To SchOoL!!...

2007-04-01T17:33:00.000+08:00

HurraY..!! Finally after one year.. Haha.. Quite excited to go back to school life though.. =) But I have to go for medical checkup, x-ray whatever.. -.- so ma fan.. But going back to school is good.. =p
This wed will be smb B gals important match against phs.. Jia you ok..? The jj team and me will support u gals all the way.. So cannot give up..!! Haha i might be there to support..!! All the best wor.. Hee..

...Wad's ThE PoiNt oF Mi ComiNg BaCk?...

2007-03-26T22:16:00.000+08:00

Just got back to Singapore from Genting.. When i reached my house, my sis and her bf was sitting on the sofa watching tv.. Saw me, then look away.. Went to my room, put my things then go kitchen.. Dad came in, " just reached ar?". "Ya." then go back to his room.. Haven't see my mum yet.. Don't know how to pass souvenir to them.. Feel so weird, just because of one quarrel, one night spent outside? Don't feel like thinking le.. the more i think, the more it links to elsewhere..
Anywayz, Genting trip was fun..! =) although tiring, because was abit sick.. lolz, most of the meals revolve around chicken..!! Haiz, if can i also don't feel like coming back.. No stress, no pressure.. Oh, the pictures..!! I'll upload to my webby asap k.. =) http://oceanlyn.multiply.com

I Wanna Go NYP....!!!

...Wad iS GoiNg To HappEn Next?...

2007-03-23T23:11:00.000+08:00

Spend one weekday staying out late,kanna kb by parents.. apply for SIM, kanna kb by sis.. Don't apply, will kanna kb by parents.. People go out don't jio mi.. Jio me out, i cant go, kanna kb.. When will everything stop bothering me? So hope to get into NYP soon.. Can continue studying, every other things can stop bothering me.. How dare my sis say me? She herself suddenly stopped studying a 24000 bucks course.. Still say i apply SIM expensive?!
Arrgghh.. Cant stand staying at home anymore.. Luckily going to leave sg soon.. Give me time to relax.. If not, everything's going to kill me soon..
No mood to post much today.. Hope tomorrow will be better..

Please please please let me get into NYP...!!!

...LoneLy...

2007-03-21T11:45:00.000+08:00

My parents were away for the weekend until yesterday.. Monday stayed in office until 6, go home cook maggie mee eat.. Tuesday(yesterday) also stayed until 6.. Don't know can do what.. Go home then message cy.. Luckily she very onz de.. Pei me eat dinner then we go play pool until 9.. In short, felt so lonely last 2 days.. Haha.. Everytime also like that.. When my parents at home then I everytime also got people jio to go out.. Then when my parents not around that time, nobody will jio me out de sia..! Hmmph!!
Please tell me whether to go Genting or not..!! =( Sunday promised cy go out with her.. But Volleyball team want to go Genting.. I don't go they cancel.. Want to postpone cy's outing to next sunday also cannot, got friendly.. Sadded, like pang seh her.. Then the girls like so enthu in going.. Cy, I book you on 8th April k..? You the first.. Anything else also cannot k..? So sorry.. =(

These few days have been thanking and apoloising to people, like i'm going to die anytime.. Haha, but it's good also.. Like that i'll live Happily everyday.. =)

...What's Up WitH a SimPLe PreSeNt?...

2007-03-19T10:47:00.000+08:00

Play like crazy last weekend? Nope.. Instead it was a sad-filled weekend.. Dun wanna go into much details.. Hmmph, just to think.. What if I was the one who will be leaving Singapore for 2 months? Don't think there will be any difference anyway.. Except to my family, that is.. Anyway I realised that getting pissed off just because of that simple present cannot compare to bigger problems faced by other ppl.. By then, i realised that i was quite silly le.. Friends are important, but they can only listen, console and advice.. they wouldn't be always around.. However, when the time reached that you really need them and they stood by u, these are true friends.. Thanks everyone for being there for me.. And i hope you guys will always be there.. i'll always be there for you guys too..

...ReMiniSciNg...

2007-03-14T13:51:00.000+08:00

Wah.. Sunny until sooo hot..!! Grrr.. Today at lunchtime me and Ivy walked to the canteen to eat because the others are still having meeting.. Guess who i saw? Scare me.. Though i saw wrongly.. After my lunch then smile at me.. Chey! The whole canteen people know kh..!! The lao ban said "wah the world is so small.." Lolz.. Luckily when walking back that time not as hot..

I talked very little to my colleagues, so when walking back that time didn't talk at all lor.. On the way back, heard the song "嫁给我" by Alex To.. Haha.. Den remembered a joke that was told to me.. I think that joke can be classified as joke of the year le.. cuz until now everyone still mentioning it.. Haha.. But den i realized there's another one.. Ks in Arena grabbing a blanket wanting to attack ppl when he accidentally stepped on it and fell down.. Wahaha..!! Cant stop laughing.. Should have seen his facial expression..!! Hahaha.. Ok den i realised i was laughing stupidly to myself while walking.. -.-

Work is boring..!! Its more boring after my mama started cooking at home.. At least if go out eat, during work i will think after work still can go out walk.. Now, after work must go home!! Cant even take bus myself.. =( Please jio me out on weekdays after 6..!!(Familiar..? This sentence is copyrighted =p) But must make arrangements before 5.. =p

But then hoh, i teaching tuition le.. so it will get more difficult to jio me out during weekdays evenings le.. Sadded..!! Nvm.. Going to play like crazy this weekend..!!

...FirSt PoSt...

2007-03-12T13:54:00.000+08:00

Welcome to the office life of me..!! Too bored.. nothing to do.. have been given suggestions to start blogging.. so here i am typing my first entry.. Today is monday.. office life, monday = monday blues.. but, if there's no monday, where got friday, saturday and sunday? =) Friday = go crazy day.. =p Most of the time u wun be able to find mi at home on friday nights.. Hee.. First post = boring post? Hmmm.. Maybe.. Anyway this is just a brief description of mi.. Just to fill my first post and time that i will be using to slack in office.. Till next time, take care.. =)